I wonder what words are exchanged While I'm sitting here counting away The tick of the clock on the wall That holds nothing at all anymore And I wonder who's laughing out loud At a joke I once lived to tell I'd break the ice in a crowd They would sit and delight in my words I'm in confinement Stuck here in silence What I wouldn't give to be a fly on the wall In a room with smoke and mirrors ten feet tall I'd spy on my thoughtful design While I live in this empty house Watching the life I built But I'm missing out I was stripped of my clothes and my face Living like a blank canvas these days Struck by a bandit I took in Who said that she needed a home Boy was I blinded Now I am finding What I wouldn't give to be a fly on the wall In a room with smoke and mirrors ten feet tall I'd spy on my thoughtful design While I live in this empty house Watching the life I built But I'm missing out My foundation is cracked but Piece by piece I am building it back What I wouldn't give to be a fly on the wall In a room with smoke and mirrors ten feet tall What I wouldn't give to be a fly on the wall In a room with smoke and mirrors ten feet tall I'd spy on my thoughtful design While I live in this empty house Watching the life I built But I'm missing out