I feel alive, even though I know this fire burns me dead, I feel alive, even though I know it feeds off my regret Diminish the struggle of my never ending self-destructive fears and sickening strives, This intrusive self-distrust exterminates my sense of self Uncertainty, the equilibrium of despair and uneven distress, Falling in line with the frustration of life's urge for misery. Life's urge for misery Self inflicted torment, follows me to the grave It cuts my throat, It burns my wounds I have become an anguished tyrant to myself Diminish the struggle of my never ending self-destructive fears and sickening strives, This intrusive self-distrust exterminates my sense of self Uncertainty, the equilibrium of despair and uneven distress, Falling in line with the frustration of life's urge for misery. Life's urge for misery Release me from shame Release me from pain How can oneself survive the ache that crawls within? How can oneself hate to the point of endless regret? Self inflicted torment, follows me to the grave It cuts my throat, It burns my wounds I have become an anguished tyrant to myself I feel alive Relieve my urge and end my misery Relieve my urge and end my misery Relieve my urge and end my misery My misery