I think over 100 times 'bout the same damn thing
Thoughts haunt me, yeah they drain my mind
I'm so tired of me
My cuts and bruises, they're on the inside
My words are sharper than any knife
I say that I, I, I'm doing fine
I say that I, I, I
But I
I'm not fine
Fighting myself every night
I cave into my other side
And why
Do I try
To reason when I know I'll lose
It's better giving up 'cause it's all I am used to
All I'm used to
All I'm used to
All I'm used to
All I'm used to
Body aching and blurry lines
Hyperventilating
On the ground and I don't know why
Lost control of me
My cuts and bruises, they're on the inside
My words are sharper than any knife
I say that I, I, I'm doing fine
I say that I, I, I
But I
I'm not fine
Fighting myself every night
I cave into my other side
And why
Do I try
To reason when I know I'll lose
It's better giving up 'cause it's all I am used to
All I'm used to
All I'm used to
All I'm used to
All I'm used to
Anxiety only grows
With time and attention
I give it validation
I hear it out
I can't say no
It's way too much a part of me to let it go
So I don't
And I
I'm not fine
Fighting myself every night
I cave into my other side
And why
Do I try
To reason when I know I'll lose
It's better giving up 'cause it's all I am used to
All I'm used to
All I'm used to
All I'm used to
All I'm used to