My eyes made contact with you And I instantly knew that I shouldn't have I dug my foot in the sand and shook off all my old plans Wish I could take it back You were home for the break My best friend went away I thought 'hey I'll have fun for the moment' Mom said the magic would dim I said "mom not with him Time isn't a valid component" I fell in love with your car and now seeing it is hard Especially when you're not the one driving it I carry a handle around and I can handle it now I get drunk cause the feeling reminds me Of your foot in the dirt trying to scrape off your nerves As we stood 30 miles from our houses You kinda laughed as you said "If tomorrow we're dead its a bummer that it's you that I'm found with" Said "I love you" through a cough Why do you joke these things off? Rolled my eyes 'cause your drink does your talking With each person we passed I suggested you'd ask But you promised you knew where we're going But you were making it up I can tell when you bluff cause It's something we both have in common If we both make it home and at once you're alone Would it kill you to tell me you miss me? We'll tell our friends bout this time Where you were mine for the night And you'll say "let it die with all history" I really hate all your jokes Cause you make them the most When I'm tryna have a real conversation You said "if that's a crime, call a cop" Why do you joke these things off? I just wish you'd give up your saturation If I catch you next year Would you joke off your fear Or look me In the eyes with some courage? You and that girl look so nice I'm glad it came with a price 'Cause my heart has been due for a service Don't worry I'm only joking Don't worry I'm only joking