I distrust everyone I meet
Six years haunted by feelings of disgust
I was trying to hide it
Didn't want anyone to see
I drowned my thoughts in Bordeaux
And I faked my whole mood
Until I faked my whole soul
I understand
Some things are out of control
But I can choose who I am
The change is waiting on the outside
Would you dare this step to see
The potential you hold inside
You're not just born to die
This panic inside of me
Inside of me
Seems to subdue me
Stop to abuse me
You see right through me
Let's conquer my head
The questions they kill me
The answer is death
I feel so hollow and empty
But still so full of thoughts
That work against me
I'm already the best version of me
And the person they see
Is just a product of their own subjectivity
I let it go and let it be
Change is waiting on the outside
Would you dare this step to see
The potential you hold inside
You're not just born to die
The change is waiting on the outside
Would you dare this step today
We can find a way
To be healed
Let me be honest
To grow sometimes means to walk towards the torment
Let me be honest
To grow sometimes means to walk towards the torment
I was born, born to give everything
I'm not a victim, I'm more than my failures
Born, born to give everything
No longer negatives will mislead my ways
Born, born to give everything, born
A strong mind isn't afraid to face
The pain that comes along with the change
Is waiting on the outside
Would you dare this step to see
The potential you hold inside
You're not just born to die
The change is waiting on the outside
Would you dare this step today
We can find a way
To be healed