I wanna feel what it's like to be whole again
And throw away the veil that envelops everything
Another day, another night
Another light goes out
Embraced by an overwhelming darkness now
I'm paralyzed
Still can't sleep at night
It's still the same reason
Nightmares holding me tight
Save me, it's like I'm comatose
My depression is leading to an overdose
Save me from my suffering
I just wanna keep on dreaming
I don't wanna keep on feeling
I don't wanna keep on feeling
Bad people are always fine they say
Is this the reason god just threw your life away
Ignite every candle on this god damn
Shrine of my misery
I Can't take it anymore
Burned out deep into the core
They all just tell me carry on
I wonder what are you living for
Tell me what are you living for
What, what are you living for
I won't rest I won't sleep I won't eat
Until I know you safely rest in peace
Rest in peace
All my worst feelings are tied
Tied to a black bouquet
Withered flowers the soil
Refused to cultivate
There is an emptiness
A place inside of me
Where withered flowers can rest
Until they'll sprout again, again
Death faded in my memories
Washed ashore by the tides of reality
I wanna feel what it's like to be whole again
And throw away the veil that envelops everything
I Can't take it anymore
Burned out deep into the core
They all just tell me carry on
I wonder what are you living for
Tell me what are you living for
What, what are you living for
I will try to light up the dark again
Fight against the veil that envelops everything