Caught myself wide awake at night, trapped in agonizing bliss I've tried countin' sheep, but there's one I always miss Contradictive thoughts collide words refuse to rhyme Got everything I need, why do I feel so frail at times? Again it seems all those past years I've been treading waters - going nowhere fast Tossing and turning ill at ease Caught in a rat race full of, a rat race full of grease A rat race full of grease Moments of joy like grains of sand in a jar Inept to open the lid and build this castle to the stars Oh how I hate those times Unaware, too blind to see That life is great, and we're so blessed to be free So give me strength, give me hope! Help me to see the reason! Found myself wide asleep, dreaming my days away I try to grasp this world - insanity - I feel astray Maybe we need our darkness just to enjoy the light We kiss, we scratch, we hug, we fight Again it seems all those past years I've been treading waters - going nowhere fast Tossing and turning ill at ease Caught in a rat race full of, a rat race full of We kiss, we scratch, we hug, we fight We kiss, we scratch, we hug, we fight Again it's me, myself and I