When I wake up with my stomach curled Anxious dreaming of a doe eyed girl You twisted what was false and true But I still loved you Leave me, baby don't grieve me With all of these grapevine curses I hear Oh where can I steer to be away from you? Believe me, you're only seething From all of the holes inside of your heart Oh where can I start, to quell the hate in you? Oh, sittin' on the shelf With my by myself Who needs depression with a friend like you? I try to run away but you're there too And all the while I say my prayers Do I forgive you? Leave me baby Don't tease me with all of these holes inside of my head Oh I wish I was dead, when times I think of you It's easy, pack up and leave me To all of the peace I've managed to find Even if you're blind, with ire, to see this so Oh, sittin' on the shelf With my by myself Oh, sittin' on the shelf With my by myself With my by myself With my by myself