There's something that I'm feeling when I look you in the eyes Like maybe I'm not evil, I'm just sensitive to light But when I watch you leave, it comes back creeping in my mind That everything means nothing, baby, everybody dies You defend your enemies and I offend my friends So you try to fix my sentences that don't make any sense You've left your best impression on every person that you've met And you haven't fully realized that one day they'll all be dead Sometimes I'm so standoffish, that's not really who I am The truth is when I see you, I just wanna hold your hand And I know I'm pushing thirty but I don't feel like a man Lucky everything means nothing, it's my flawless master plan And I dream about these moments, every hour of every day When I'm high enough to think of something honest I can say So I walk around with headphones on and teach myself to pray 'Cause everything means something until that feeling fades away I'm sure you could do better with a million other guys But I can tell you think I'm kinda pretty when I smile If you leave me empty-hearted then there's no reason to cry 'Cause everything means nothing, baby, everybody dies Everything means nothing all your life