Talking my shit causing all this commotion
I took a sip now I'm moving in motions
I flipped the switch ain't dealing with emotions
You want that bitch well I hit her I'm goated
I don't commit yeah I live in the moment
I ain't forget all the times I was broken
But tonight I'm blacking out and I'm smoking
Living the life that I would not have chosen
Talking my shit causing all this commotion
I took a sip now I'm moving in motions
I flipped the switch ain't dealing with emotions
You want that bitch well I hit her I'm goated
I don't commit yeah I live in the moment
I ain't forget all the times I was broken
But tonight I'm blacking out and I'm smoking
Living the life that I would not have chosen
Yeah this is not what I wanted
I gotta fix all my problems
I gotta get on the road
I gotta fix all the shit that I been causing
I think about it all often
All the lines that I been crossing
Tell me what I gotta do
To get closer heaven and closer to you
My brain keep going like ready set not
Running and running in circles don't stop
Hurting some feelings I do that a lot
That's how I grieve with the people I lost
Least I am honest and I'm not all talk
I wanna ring but I'm scared to be soft
Too many things that I want but it'll cost
Too many things but I know it will cost
I've been different my whole life yeah I know this
Only feel better when I'm out here smoking
Keep to myself ain't no time for unloading
I don't like mixing but hand me the codeine
You say you miss me but that was the old me
I don't miss you bitch I miss fucking Kobe
Why the white people always call the police
Stealing the culture but hating the homies
Talking my shit causing all this commotion
I took a sip now I'm moving in motions
I flipped the switch ain't dealing with emotions
You want that bitch well I hit her I'm goated
I don't commit yeah I live in the moment
I ain't forget all the times I was broken
But tonight I'm blacking out and I'm smoking
Living the life that I would not have chosen
Talking my shit causing all this commotion
I took a sip now I'm moving in motions
I flipped the switch ain't dealing with emotions
You want that bitch well I hit her I'm goated
I don't commit yeah I live in the moment
I ain't forget all the times I was broken
But tonight I'm blacking out and I'm smoking
Living the life that I would not have
Losing my peace
Put me to sleep
I be doing this shit effortlessly
I ain't felt good last since summer '16
About to go home and take flight overseas
Looking to keep
Wanting to free
Fighting my demons that living in me
Fighting for freedom I wish could I keep
Looking for love that I wish I could reach
Wish I could go slow some time yeah
I'm sick of living a lie now
No control over my life man
Doing shit all out of spite damn
Evolving I'm reaching new heights
I wanna hop on a flight
I wanna stay in the light yeah
But I only come out at night