Without you I'm just an uninhabitable planet. I am existing but barely living. Sometimes I forget to breathe. My blood keeps so still, am I existing anymore? For our sake I'm learning how to live without grief. I close my eyes and lean back. Staring at the sun is the remedy. For a moment I feel you. I am letting my heart heal me. But who knows if I will survive. Who knows? Will I survive? With you I was a vital planet, water under the ground. I existed with you beside me. Learning to live, can you see I'm improving. I promise not to hold my breath for too long. For our sake I'm learning how to live without sorrow. I close my eyes and lean back. Staring at the sun is the remedy. For a moment I feel you. I am letting my heart heal me. But who knows if I will survive.