Shoving raw kale in my mouth I won't pass out I won't pass out I'm seeing stars in the daylight Something is not right Something is not right My body moves In slow motion I'm seventeen Still afraid of the ocean Again The devil, he lives in me I want to be free Want to be free A detox, a cup of tea I'll run 'til I'm weary At home lying on the floor How long must this go for I'm seventeen again Mom, I am feeling so sick I was born like this Made myself like this Take me back home where I'm hungry I am my body I'm not my body I'm playing dead 'Cause I don't have the language To show you yet Why my energy's faded My tank's gone from empty to full But there is still a hole Between my head and my body It opens and closes without me Still makes me feel seventeen