I used to get laughed at, but now they're getting laughed at
Because they're always last on
I really thought that I was safe that night
Cuz I locked the front door but I never checked the back one
I remember ringing all of my friends
And telling them "I think this is the end, I'm under attack don"
And there weren't nobody there, but I swallowed all my fear
And just know it wasn't me getting whacked on
Remember thinking I was blessed, with that quarter in my pocket
Til' I ended up in a cell in a black top
Watch when I get that portion in my pocket
Imma put a quarter in a rocket then i'm gonna blast off
I remember feet up on my sofa
But I know them days are over, I just gotta get my graft on
People say that you're a psycho, because you got a lot of pain
And they wonder why you're rolling with a mask on
When I found out I had a kid on the way
Big smile on my face, I was overly excited
Until I came home to that dead look, on my girlfriends face
And nobody was invited
I knew what was coming, but I never wanted to accept it
So I wiped the water from my eyelids
And then she told me that our baby ain't coming
Now i'm face down on my bathroom floor crying
And I just wanna get through all this onslaught
Dad never sees her because he always wants war
With her mum, when he comes to the crib
And now she's tryna' cover the pain on her face with her contour
Had a wish, she be wishing she had one more
She's got a quid, but she's wishing she had one more
Reminiscing about all of the times, when she used to have her man
By her side, on them long walks
Reminiscing about all of the times
When her life used to be alright, now it's all a trainwreck
A lot of people say they wanna do you better
But when you put it together, they just wanna get a pay cheque
If you don't wanna put the work in then don't look around
And wonder why there ain't nobody getting paid yet
But when you've worked hard for it your whole life
And you still ain't got it right, that'll send you all insane
Negativity, I'm like not today
So I don't wanna hear you say who they?
I'm just praying that I see a new day
I'm just praying that I see a new day
Negativity, I'm like not today
So I don't wanna hear you say who they?
I'm just praying that I see a new day
I'm just praying that I see a new day
It's dark in this world they don't wanna see light
Trust nobody really cares what you feel like
But I gotta keep telling myself it's alright
Yeah I gotta keep telling myself it's alright, because
Negativity, I'm like not today
So I don't wanna hear you say who they?
I'm just praying that I see a new day
I'm just praying that I see a new day
I wanna get that happiness
Where I can walk around a small bedroom and it'll feel like a mansion
You say that God won't answer your prayers
Nah, you're just ignorant and won't listen to the answers
Don't pretend to be mt firend, when you're acting like my enemy
You mandem are a bunch of ballet dancers
And I ain't claiming to be perfect, so anybody that has ever helped me
Imma say it now, I thank them
I found out I had a third kid on the way
This time no smile on my face, no excitement
I'm looking up into the sky, saying please don't push me now
I got this massive outburst of violence
I'm still sitting on the pain that I got from losing my first child
How am I supposed to be excited?
Every time that I come into the crib
It was a place that I didn't wanna sit, cos' it was always silent
But things started to get a little better
Little bit of bad weather, but that weather weren't lightning
Waking up happy in the morning
I thought that everything was better because I was always fighting
I came home for the second time
I didn't recognise my girls face, she was crying
She told me that we've lost our second baby
And now i'm going crazy, I felt like I was dying
I stepped out of my door onto the road
Ambulance flew by, and I couldn't even hear the sirens
Stepping into a room full of people
Everybody talking up, but all I could hear is silence
And now we're stuck with this pain, we can't get it off our chest
Cah it's buried way deep down inside us
But I know our days are gonna get better
So I'm gonna keep on singing like this like this
Negativity, I'm like not today
So I don't wanna hear you say who they?
I'm just praying that I see a new day
I'm just praying that I see a new day
Negativity, I'm like not today
So I don't wanna hear you say who they?
I'm just praying that I see a new day
I'm just praying that I see a new day
It's dark in this world they don't wanna see light
Trust nobody really cares what you feel like
But I gotta keep telling myself it's alright
Yeah I gotta keep telling myself it's alright, because
Negativity, I'm like not today
So I don't wanna hear you say who they?
I'm just praying that I see a new day
I'm just praying that I see a new day