Sitting and shaking, waiting and wishing As the bottle runs dry Hoping that my wife returns, before the fall of night Woman took my last cigarette, When she said goodbye For the last time If Hell's got a hold on me What's the point in life If Salvation is truly free Then how come I don't want to die Tracked her over thousands of miles, til she stopped in Santa Fe For a woman that's never left the county I figured she may have lost her way Turns out I'm not her only lover, and leaving me has set her free But I won't let her have another, man that's not me If Hell's got a hold on me What's the point in life If Salvation is truly free Then how come I don't want to die I watched his his hand, brush her cheek, as her f ace began to blush My eyes became, pools of tears, as their lips touched Their sloppy embrace led them into the home, as my rage grew She said we'd never see her again, but if only she knew Hell's got a hold on me So what's the point of breath If salvation is truly free Then she don't deserve this death