When I'm looking back at my life
I know that you've always been there
And I can't help but regret all the times that I didn't care
Cause you've always been by my side
Even though at times I'm unaware
So I pray, you tear down all of my idols and meet me here
I'm always feeling restless, so stressed out, and discontented
I fill my time with entertainment just to fill my mind
Numb my attention
I felt Your love inside the quiet
And so I don't know why I'd try to quench it
This flesh gets weak and I can see the pride inside of me
Weakens my defenses, I'm defensive
I guess it stings when you have to confess your imperfections
Cause You said, "Depend on your affection."
But I have obsessed about successes, and I regret this
So I pray right now God that you gon' hear my repentant heart
And forgive all of my adulterous ways
Come and invade all my objectives, Oh (woo)
When I'm looking back at my life
I know that you've always been there
And I can't help but regret all the times that I didn't care
Cause you've always been by my side
Even though at times I'm unaware
So I pray, you tear down all of my idols and meet me here
"I'm never going back."
Yeah that's what I said when I hit the road
Gone and it's a wrap
A life of pain, it can turn a heart to stone
"Hard" but it's an act, cause all I ever wanted was the model home
Justify it all in turning prodigal, that's when I said
"Sorry Hov, I gotta go" (woo)
Look, and I ain't even know where I was tryna go
Told em all, "I'ma get my own dawg!"
Hit a wall, then it all domino'd
I was playing games, should've put me in a box
No dice, I was on a roll
Turned a cold heart to a heart of gold
Now I got the code, keep me in the fold (yeah)
When I'm looking back at my life
I know that you've always been there
And I can't help but regret all the times that I didn't care
Cause you've always been by my side
Even though at times I'm unaware
So I pray, you tear down all of my idols and meet me here