I'm afraid of being everything you thought I'd be And when you look back at me, I wish I knew the things you'd see And all I remember, Out of December I came drinking more than I ever had Reason being you took me there And I I don't feel like I used to I could use you but it all come down when it ain't no reason left And I know that I'm not perfect But I'd argue who deserves it I wasn't trying I wasn't trying to fuck us up And what do I say to you? (Yeah) Yeah I'd rather not fight today, drinking my life away, yeah Staying up way too late, I'm tеlling you that you can't stay But you don't wanna listen to the person that I was last week I'm tryna show you how it еnd but you ain't tryna see, oh 'Cause we both gon' burn (Yeah, yeah) 'Cause we both gon' burn (Oh, oh) We both gon' burn, oh, oh We both gon' burn, we both gon' burn And I don't mind 'Cause I don't see you anymore I'm killing time behind my door I know I hurt myself in the worst way Hurt myself in the worst way again (Yeah, yeah)