Pitch black, pale blue. It was a stained glass variation of the truth and I felt empty handed. You let me set sail with cheap wood So I patched up every leak that I could til the blame grew too heavy Stitch by stitch I tear apart, if brokenness is a form of art I must be a poster child prodigy. Thread by thread I come apart, if brokenness is a work of art Surely this must be my masterpiece. I'm only honest when it rains If I time it right the thunder breaks when I open my mouth. I want to tell you but I don't know how. I'm only honest when it rains. An open book with a torn out page and my ink's run out. I want to love you but I don't know how. I don't know how I don't know how I don't know how I want to love you but I don't know how I don't know how I want to love you but I don't know how I want to love you but I don't know how I want to love you. Pitch black, pale blue. These wild oceans shake what's left of me loose Just to hear me cry mercy. A strong wind at my back So I lift up the only sail that I have: this tired white flag I'm only honest when it rains If I time it right the thunder breaks when I open my mouth. I want to tell you but I don't know how. I'm only honest when it rains. An open book with a torn out page and my ink's run out. I want to love you but I don't know how. Know how I'm only honest when it rains If I time it right the thunder breaks when I open my mouth. I want to tell you but I don't know how. I'm only honest when it rains. An open book with a torn out page and my ink's run out. I want to love you but I don't know how. I don't know how I don't know how I don't know how I want to love you but I don't know how I don't know how I want to love you but I don't know how I want to love you but I don't know how I want to love you.