(Take me back to a time
When I would feel alive
Lately I've been feelin' like
I'm on autopilot)
Take me back to a time
When I would feel alive
Lately I've been feelin' like
I'm on autopilot
Blurry, faded, disassociated
As time is passin' by
In this worry-weighted world that I've vacated
I might stay here for a while
Goin' through the motions
There's no mood there's no emotion
If reality's the potion
I'm on the truest lowest doses
Eye's movin' nothing's spoken
I'm muted, I am low pitched
Disconnected, screen is frozen
Blank stares when I am zonin'
But don't, mistake it for focus
I'm not, I'm stuck in a constant weird state of hypnosis
It's like, the world isn't real
It's all fake, and I'm fading away and not slowly
Derealization is creepin'
I'm lost when I've gone off the deep end
And I'm on autopilot
As I feel it all shift, I'm just tryna find meaning
Take me back to a time
When I would feel alive
Lately I've been feelin' like
I'm on autopilot
Blurry, faded, disassociated
As time is passin' by
In this worry-weighted world that I've vacated
I might stay here for a while
Miss the times when I felt
Happy all the time
I'm tired of feeling heavy
Feels like time's expired
Can't help it, I'm always daydreaming
About a better life
My vision is foggy
I just need meaning to survive
Take me back to a time
When I would feel alive
Lately I've been feelin' like
I'm on autopilot
Blurry, faded, disassociated
As time is passin' by
In this worry-weighted world that I've vacated
I might stay here for a while