Appreciation comes after the fight Appreciation for the darkest colors in my life The darkest grays and all the shades of blue The thousand times I thought that I Would never be seeing you again But I can't I can't pretend I'm always on the mend There's forks in the road forcing colors to blend When the medication fails me, know that I use The fact that I'm just glad to be here I'm just glad to be here with you Thankful for the things that we forget My head works like a hearse So what is there to miss About biting back the hand that feeds Just to feel some urgency Just to know that I can bleed Just to know that I can't pretend I'm always on the mend There's forks in the road forcing colors to blend When the medication fails me, know that I use The fact that I'm just glad to be here I'm just glad to be here with you So, let me fall if you must I'm fine And I know I'm like this all the time This is just the way I'm designed This is just the way that I'm designed How I can't pretend I'm always on the mend There's forks in the road forcing colors to blend When the medication fails me, know that I use The fact that I'm just glad to be here I'm just glad that I can't pretend I'm always on the mend There's forks in the road forcing colors to blend When the medication fails me, know that I use The fact that I'm just glad to be here I'm just glad to be here with you With you With you To be here with you