Tables that we reserve
Often empty never served
Dodging all these calls from friends we know deeply
Saying that we'll go to eat somewhere cheaply
Faint perfume, old cologne
We bottle hurt when we're alone
Our friends are spinning records bought on their visas
Look at all the magnets stuck to their freezers
I know I'm not helping but I'm thinking loud hun
I'm sick of nudging you awake to find out how you're feeling babe
I know I'm not helping but I'm thinking loud hun
I'm sick of nudging you awake cause I don't know if you will stay
Morning fog silent break downs
Winter moves my mood around
Working different hours never was easy
I'm always prone find myself feeling guilty
Stuck in this ghost town
My mind plays awful sounds
I know I'm not helping but I'm thinking loud hun
I'm sick of nudging you awake to find out how you're feeling babe
I know I'm not helping but I'm thinking loud hun
I'm sick of nudging you awake cause I don't know if you will stay
And I come home I've been working the night shift
You worked all day you're asleep in your arm chair
I wonder if you're dreaming about me
I'll wait up late just to feel you around me
And I come home each time a little bit slower
Pain builds like a storm drains filling with water
I wonder if you're dreaming about me
I'll wait up late wishing you were beside me
I come home I've been working the night shift
You worked all day you're asleep in your arm chair
I wonder if you're dreaming about me
I'll wait up late just to feel you around me
And I come home post it notes on a closed door
Passing off blame use our hearts as a scoreboard
I wonder if you're dreaming about me
I'll wait up late wishing you were around me
I come home thinking of summer and slurred speech
Your breath on my skin made me weightless and so free
I wonder if the time spent without me
Made you rethink all your feelings about me
I come home, all alone with my small thoughts
All the small ways that I always would fall short
I wonder if someone else ever loves me
As much as you did could I make them feel happy?