I won't be running away I know how it looks but I wouldn't do that What am I trying to say It's not like I'm gone It's not like I left you Forcing my way out the door I knew that my will just couldn't be trusted I should leave something behind I say by mistake but you know I'm lying I don't want to leave It's the start of the end Don't think it's easy for me I don't want to leave That's the closest to honesty that you're gonna get out of me How come I cannot control the way I feel when I think about you I tried to do so many things so it doesnt hurt and I can forget you Don't want to leave It's the start of the end Don't think it's easy for me Don't want to leave That's the closest to honesty that you're gonna get out of me I know we're forced to give in I tried to not do this again The best has it in for me now I'm going down Don't want to leave It's the start of the end Don't think it's easy for me Don't want to leave That's the closest to honesty That's the closest to honesty that you're gonna get out of me