I've been drowning underwater
Cant breath cant see
Demons tryna' get me
Demons tryna' get me
I don't think I'm strong enough
I don't think I'm strong enough
I've been losing my Strength
And my grip
On reality
Lately my mind and my demons
Are battling
Hold it together
I feel like I'm shattering
Mastering all of my flaws.
Telling myself it's okay to be odd
Been counting my blessing and
Praying to god
Just watch where you're stepping
Cause nigga be trippin'
If it ain't in they bag then they off In the distance
Like give me a reason like why should I stay
To just be alone and to deal with my fate
Cause you let me down like a coffin in grave
While you got your help I was toking a blade
These scars on my arm are release from the pain
Been smoking so much that it don't feel the same
A joint in my lungs but your blunt with your love,
You Throw smoke in the air
Like your doing to much
I'm not doing enough
And I feel like a burden
Like what is my reason
And what is my purpose
Been drowning in sorrow
I swim to the surface
Numbing the pain
And I act like I'm perfect
Puff up my chest
Like I'm doing well
I hate all the cards
I've been dealt
Been trapped in my mind and put on a shelf
They called out my bluff now I'm doing through hell
Yea
I've been drowning underwater
Cant breath cant see
Demons tryna' get me
Demons tryna' get me
I don't think I'm strong enough
I don't think I'm strong enough
I've been drowning underwater
Can't breathe can't see
Demons tryna' get me
Demons tryna' get me
I don't think I'm strong enough
I don't think I'm strong enough
I can't take it anymore
Anymore
I can't seem to stop the drowning
In the darkness where you found me
Wish away the days I'm counting