I lost my way right from the start But since then I've walked way too far I've tried to get back in line on my own These legs they ache too much to bare I've lost my breath this isn't fair The road signs show the way out of my zone Its been long since this has started And long since I've felt I mattered And I know it won't be long, soon I will break Knew before I climbed this ladder That my face would turn to butter So I won't complain about my fucking fate Fucked up to the bone I'm insane but I act okay Acting cool but I'm up in flames Chillin with the devil in the depths of hell Pointing fingers at my brain Bang Bang Bang Bang I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die tonight Or right now Ending my life now Looking at the sun come Down from the sky For the last time Goodbye