I'm getting choked out by a diamond chain choker around my neck
While I'm walking in the rain one step closer to my death
Struggling to stay alive while I'm tryna find
My will to live but the time is running out - like my breath
"Don't go!"
"Don't leave!"
"Stay strong!"
"Believe!"
Those are the words they keep telling me
To keep me here
But I got drugs in my veins
I can't remember my name
And I'm feeling insane
Dreaming of feeling alive once again
Fighting with the monsters hiding under my bed
Fighting on the phone with my imaginary friends
Fighting with the demons i got up in my head
Fighting with the thoughts in my brain
I'm so isolated, I'm stuck
I be with my team we run it up
Everybody think I'm done for
Doing all these drugs, now I'm going to the club
Only got my team left, that's why I got it tatted on me
Think they know my secrets thats why they trynna pull up on me
I don't want a girl cos they leave me in second
Swallow 5 pills or else I be stressing
Take your life for me would you do that
Got a broken heart would you glue that
I don't mind a thing if you leave me
Cos your better off without me
Chase my dreams
You don't really know me and It's better that you don't
When you said I'm wrong I didn't tell you cos I know
Drugs in my veins kill that pain
But I got drugs in my veins
I can't remember my name
And I'm feeling insane
Dreaming of feeling alive once again
Fighting with the monsters hiding under my bed
Fighting on the phone with my imaginary friends
Fighting with the demons i got up in my head
Fighting with the thoughts in my brain