I numb out all the time, all the time I get, get scared of the true colors of the past So I hide and deny How long this has gone on Putting anything to pieces Then forgetting about it all Still numb out all the time, all the time You know that I wanna feel the rain when it hits me Wanna see with a clear eye view I numb out all the time, all the time I'm sleeping in the day every day again Too safe in my old ways Looking for the right time to change I can start over with so much to show for me Pulling anyone to pieces Then singing about it all Still numb out all the time, all the time You know that I wanna feel the rain when it hits me Wanna see with a clear eye view I numb out all the time, all the time You know that I wanna feel the wave when it gets me Wanna look into the beautiful blue I numb out all the time, all the time I'm still standing as the history fades It shows I've been long before I'm just looking at the mess that we make