Empty packs of 27s in the car Number 9 with my head on the bar Did you ever think it'd be this hard? Something in our chests turned black as tar You don't wanna miss me, so you take another sip I just wanna die, so I take another hit In the car alone, I could have swore I felt your lips Call you to come over, man I know that I should quit If you need new lungs, you can take mine You can take my life too 'cause I hate mine But you can't have me and him at the same time If I leave this place, I won't even have to say why If you need new lungs, you can take mine You can take my life too 'cause I hate mine But you can't have me and him at the same time If I leave this place, I won't even have to say why And I just don't wanna feel The way I did when I found it was all real Close my eyes and let go of the wheel Smoke in my chest, I now see the appeal All the things I didn't want to believe That he's convincing you not to leave So old, but I'm still so naive How could I think I'm everything you need? If you need new lungs, you can take mine You can take my life too 'cause I hate mine But you can't have me and him at the same time If I leave this place, I won't even have to say why If you need new lungs, you can take mine You can take my life too 'cause I hate mine But you can't have me and him at the same time If I leave this place, I won't even have to say why (Now that I don't have anyone in the whole world) (It doesn't matter if I wind up dead in a ditch somewhere) (You know, for some reason, I always hated the thought of drowning) (I mean, your body bloats up to twice its size, right? Forget that!) (I want my corpse to be beautiful.)