Don't wanna disappoint the people that believe in me the most But I'm losing track of everything, there's so much left to go Just need a little bit of clarity, a little bit of sense But it seems that I repel it, so I'm wishing you the best I got nothing on my mind today, I think I'll be okay Feeling a bit better than I did just yesterday Tryna find the words I meant to say but never got the chance Hear the rain falling down, oh, how it puts me in a trance In the outside inside No one on the same side Tryna find the truth, but I'm only hearing the same lies Remember when I used to spend my nights just getting so high But now I can't smoke without thinking about my ghosts And the things that I don't know they seem to govern all my actions Never satisfied with settling, perfecting, never practice And the worst part is I feel that I am running out of time Need to figure out my shit so I can leave it all behind And I'm sorry to you I had problems of my own, I couldn't find the time for you So I'm sorry to you Maybe in the future, I could be the one for you