Some said they want me dead, some said they want me bleed Now why this bitches act and talkin' really sweet? Those days they don't wanna see me, they just want me leave But now they need me but I know it's only for them feed They only love me when I sing about the drugs and shit But they won't listen the way I try so hard to quit They put a love on every words I send and tweet But I don't see a love when tears were droppin' on my bare feet But I was over that My momma raise me to smile If I get sad, I keep a distance from the people for a while If I get mad, I make the pistons workin' fast for couple miles And thank God for saving me from suicide for couple times They never care about the way I suffer, way I struggle They always share about my harder work but not my humble They only care about them bitch they tryna' fuck on Bumble But I be inna stu and talk about their bullshit, hope you find 'em