I've been on the sidelines rotting away Been looking for a place anywhere i could stay Been tryna make a move they aint fall into place Now im wastin away, yea im wastin away Sometimes i hate myself cuz i dont like the way i live And all the time that ive been spending with my enemy And it feels like im going insane Too much shit on my mind, so little to say I don't like to talk girl u should know that No one by my side now and im hurt bad Screaming in silence but no one heard that You know its true, but thats not on you Should i drift away, to the land of the dead and Throw away, all the things that we had Cuz i dont wanna live, but im too scared of dying I don't wanna be here, but they told me keep trying Should i give this another try Will they give me another lie I used to be so full of life but then i lost it Living such a shitty life it's exhausting Guess i'll just hope for better days, better days, better days