When I wake up on Sunday, I wonder what I'll be But I don't feel like anyone of any use to me Not now, not ever Somehow untethered You must feel that you wasted your life for me Well, I know I feel the same I will eat up all my guilt and I will swallow this pill But I am not the man I wish I was, not even half of him The worst part about leaving and only looking back Is feeling like you're walking out of darkness into light But it's fine in time The fault, all mine You must feel that you wasted your life for me Well, I know I feel the same I will eat up all my guilt and I will swallow this pill But I am not the man I wish I was, not even half of him You must feel like you wasted your life for me Well, I know I feel the same I will eat up all my guilt and I will swallow this pill But I am not the man I wish I was, not even half of him