All I feel is pain In most case my heartaches it's so strange I am at the stage i can't lie that i'm okay It will all change they all say But it's all the same I'm so pained Tell you what My heart broke when i lost my mom I know my sister loves me dearly but i feel it's not enough I have a brother who i love but ion show him cause i'm dumb And of course yeah i lost my momma the day he was born But I He knows all my songs before i put it out Heon need to say it but i know that he's my biggest fan I'm only just saying but i really wanna make him proud But sometimes i lost it and wanna take me out Ion really know o o But ion really wanna be alone I want something i can call my own for a change So i'm just tryna score my goals You prolly not impressed I need the world to hold me this is so intense Yeah i feel suicidal i can't be on my own Only me and i know i feel like a psycho Pathologic, Psych, oh Yeah yeah Sometimes i just wanna kill myself I know you prolly wondering why it's like that But i ain't never tried it though it's all sad Ion wanna die and still go to hell Lived a life of misery and i can tell I poured my heart into a song like i'm Adele Ion want your sympathy take it all back But deon understand me deon even know me I've been feeling lonely but acting like an OG I ain't even OD stop acting like you know me Ion need that fake love, no please You prolly not impressed I need the world to hold me this is so intense Yeah i feel suicidal i can't be on my own Only me and i know i feel like a psycho Pathologic, Psych, oh All I feel is pain In most case my heartaches it's so strange I am at the stage i can't lie that i'm okay It will all change they all say But it's all the same I'm so pained Ion really know o o But ion really wanna be alone I want something i can call my own for a change So i'm just tryna score my goals Ion really know o o But ion really wanna be alone I want something i can call my own for a change So i'm just tryna score my goals