So if you think your kid is acting different, if he seems like a different person, say something
Say, "What's wrong, how can I help?"
And ask them straight out, "Are you thinking about killing yourself?"
It doesn't hurt to ask
I don't know who I am anymore
This is as far as you go
Yeah
Aye
Yeah
Yeah I'm back again
With another verse tryna rap again
All this fuck shit happening
Nobody knows what happens when
I grab my knife
Take that shit then I end my life
But the last few months have just been just right
Lucky for them, yeah
The whole last year I lived in fright
I was up all night
High as a kite
My dreams too dark, but the lights too bright
Living life in slow-mo
I just want to feel alright
Last December, I hit rock bottom
Had to tell myself, "I got a problem"
Only when I sobered up
That's when I began to blossom
In paradise
Couldn't feel a thing I was paralyzed
Irony
Saw myself right on the edge
I could feel that death was eyeing me
Used to think I was a victim
Treat em like a therapist and then I ditch em
Late-night texts saying, "I don't need em"
Then I got the nerve to say I miss em
In paradise
Couldn't feel a thing I was paralyzed
Irony
Saw myself right on the edge
I could feel that death was eyeing me
Used to think I was a victim
Treat em like a therapist and then I ditch em
Late-night texts saying, "I don't need em"
Then I got the nerve to say I miss em
In paradise
Couldn't feel a thing I was paralyzed
Irony
Saw myself right on the edge
I could feel that death was eyeing me
Used to think I was a victim
Treat em like a therapist and then I ditch em
Late-night texts saying, "I don't need em"
Then I got the nerve to say I miss em
I'm in this car crying, smoking and driving
If I take a wrong turn, tonight's the night I'm dying
I'm in this car crying, smoking and driving
If I take a wrong turn, tonight's the night I'm dying
I'm in this car crying, smoking and driving
If I take a wrong turn, tonight's the night I'm dying
I'm in this car crying, smoking and driving
If I take a wrong turn, tonight's the night I'm dying
I'm in this car crying, smoking and driving
If I take a wrong turn, tonight's the night I'm dying
I'm in this car crying, smoking and driving
If I take a wrong turn, tonight's the night I'm dying