I've been listenin' to screamo I've been feelin' real emo again like I'm still 15 Guess I never grew out of my skinny jeans I wanna drive circles in the car park Take off my clothes, get drunk in the dark I wanna forget how to philosophise 'Cause nihilism's really been killin' my vibe I don't wanna know myself like I do And it's dog eared, baby Nothin' is new 'Cause I don't wanna have no excuses Why do I always feel so useless? Don't even know where I got these bruises Least I still got somethin' to lose And I wish that Cigarettes are still a secret Maybe a little bit less frequent Wish my body would change without me trying Wish I had hormones to blame for me always crying Don't wanna know myself like I do My head is dog eared, baby Nothin' is new 'Cause I don't wanna have no excuses Why do I always feel so useless? Don't even know where I got these bruises Least I still got somethin' to lose And my head feels so... ah ♪ High school never taught me how To do all the shit I have to do now I can grow up, but I can never grow out of this It's always the stupid stuff you miss Don't wanna know myself like I do Head is threadbare, baby It's overused 'Cause I don't wanna have no excuses Why do I always feel so useless? Don't even know where I got these bruises Least I still got somethin' to lose And I feel so... ugh