If I had a life to call my own I'm not by myself but I'm alone Don't got it all figured out I'm not who I know don't know myself Forgot about it for this week Tryna sleep forget me, all of me Woke up remember Falling off from my center of gravity This cant, can't be, couldn't last for a lifetime It's bad must be not something that I've tried A little sad but it had to be Cause I'm so sick of masking My life for a tragedy Oh but it's starting again No I won't let it happen again They said it's all in my head And where else would it be instead Was just a girl thought she was in love Heart broke it turned her to a slut Was just a boy wanted to feel trust Heart broke it turned him to a fuck boy And it's late cause we party too much Next day I might just wanna give up Been fake felt hate and now I'm just drunk Just great like where'd the time go Cause I'm so sick of masking My life for a tragedy Oh but it's starting again No I won't let it happen again They said it's all in my head And where else would it be instead Oh but it's starting again No I won't let it happen again They said it's all in my head And where else would it be instead