I'm not trying to make a hit
It's just really pain and then it's gone
It started with a sip
That's how it all went wrong
Back where it begins
I'm not trying to take a hit
It's just really pain and then it's gone
I'm falling out again
Tryin to RIP like say you won't
Okay I'm giving off sad vibes
I see that you mad vibes
In love with music but scared of the fast life
I just be that type
And they gone act like
Don't need no advice
Then they fuck up and I have to be anti
They can not act right
Boy just leave me alone, woah
If you be doing the most, no
I can not fuck with you hoes
That's an uncomfortable low
I hope you hate me, I'm really just sayin
Said you was leaving then why you is staying
I wrote a book and you tearing the pages
Then you gone cry bout how scary you made me
Don't have to tell me I'm very amazing
Build myself back up while carrying hatred
Let that shit go now apparently weightless
We going through stages it's just how you take it
We growing and changing, yeah
I let this take my life
How'd I not see all the signs
Now this shit caused side eyes
Everyone thinking that it's my time, yeah yeah
Now I can't sleep like Vyvanse
Only in a dream found finance
I was so sick of hiding, drowning in this silence
There was no friends on Fridays
Felt dead just like my linings
All cause I got high and like, shit
I'm not trying to take a hit
It's just really pain and then it's gone
I'm falling out again
Tryin to RIP like say you won't
And it took a minute to realize how it feel to be alive
And it's no different except that I'm finished with this
The beginning of my life
Can feel like you flying
It's funny cause that's where I started
But now I'm providing instead of relying
Sometimes it be just like signs
What you put in you get out
And they can not hate you for trying
Didn't hate me for me, hated me for lying
Loose ends cut, but I started ties
And I fucked up, then I wondered why
I felt nasty, yuh
Today I'm in love
Today I get dubs
I feel like I already won, yeah
If you feel like you want something
More than you can want something
It take sacrifice and never be free of charging
Power it up like charger
I remember falling out
I still hit regardless
But my dogs be calling out
I can't change them days
But I create my fate
Grateful for the pains
Rainbows in the rain
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Rainbows in the rain
I'm not trying to take a hit
It's just really pain and then it's gone
I'm falling out again
Tryin to RIP like say you won't