Have faith Add that to my goal collection Fix me like a drug that gets me high Life ah, it's a long and lonely lesson With me or you gone It's an open exit A face in a stall who she's having sex with That's a metaphor for my mind Times change Still the same inside Lights fade But the birds still fly Memories I cling to tight Sideways running off the side He wants to be like me But what if I can't sleep And my heads fucked up Guess I'm working on it My hearts a home and it's haunted Sick of being cautious And caring what you all think But I'm working on it Cause hating me is exhausting Breaking me Shaking it off Give a damn Or don't giving in I won't Living in a hell or living in Paradise Said we fucked up Sex, love, drugs In the middle of the End up drunk cause it sucks how I'm feeling And I take too much Probably turn me to a villain Building up dumb luck Lust in these millions Nothings changed really forever we lonely Turn the page It's something they never showed me, They complain and it's always the same things Nothings changed really forever we lonely He wants to be like me But what if I can't sleep And my heads fucked up Guess I'm working on it My hearts a home and it's haunted Sick of being cautious And caring what you all think But I'm working on it Cause hating me is exhausting Breaking me Shaking it off Give a damn Or don't giving in I won't Living in a hell or living in Paradise Paradise Yeah Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Addicted to love And I could swear everyone hates me I'm fuckin it up until it breaks me It makes I'm lookin for ways I can escape me It takes me I'm chasing what ain't me I'm working on it My hearts a home and it's haunted Sick of being cautious And caring what you all think But I'm working on it Cause hating me is exhausting Breaking me Shaking it off Give a damn Or don't giving in I won't Living in a hell or living in Paradise Yeah