Perfected my smile
Designed by denial
Dressed up to match the decor
Make me your centerpiece
Look, don't say anything
Shiny like the tile on the floor
I've gotten to know so well walking with my head down
Fighting for my life in fluorescent light
Who the fuck wanted to make me an American dream girl
Think you decide who i am in your mind and I'll be her
And I've had enough, pretending to see
Someone i'm not, someone i'll never be
An American dream girl
Your American dream girl
Took off my makeup
And stayed up real late
Analyzing the size of my waist
Wasting my energy
There's so much more to me
Beauty's embarrassing
Everyone's looking i hope they don't notice I'm
Drowning my pain in Chanel number 5
Who the fuck wanted to make me an American dream girl
Think you decide who i am in your mind and I'll be her
And I've had enough, pretending to see
Someone i'm not, someone i'll never be
An American dream girl
Your American dream girl
I not gonna hold back I not gonna stay low I'm about to be the
Best you've ever seen so
You keep your ego
I won't keep my mouth closed I'm not gonna be your American dream girl
Internalizing little lies like fireflies
Flickering flickering
Internalizing little lies in my mind
Flickering flickering
Who the fuck wanted to make me an American dream girl
Think you decide who i am in your mind and I'll be her
And I've had enough, pretending to see
Someone i'm not, someone i'll never be
An American dream girl
Your American dream girl