On the balcony, only seventeen Joe says don't you worry Big day I know, with a bloody nose and hands that say I'm nervous Park outside the house, come but don't be too loud Can't get trash to stop spilling out my mouth I'm rolling with the punches feeling kinda good It's really hitting now, it's kicking like it should I waited for a turn I deserved to have And if it makes you mad you can bite me back The monster hiding underneath my bed is me I wanna let it out but I can't let it feed The more my friend gets older, the more easy I lose I used to hate you big time, but now I'm kissing you I'm such a happy loser, always feel two two two I'm such a happy loser, I'm such a happy loser If these are better days I wanna know, but I wasn't looking anymore The monster hiding underneath my bed is me I want to let it out but I can't let it feed.