"I could never do that"
Many men have said to me
While they're watching me cry
Or talking to myself in my sleep
In a spiritual silence
They observe and then detach
Oh, he says he admires me
But I know he doesn't wanna be like that
I'm tender as a soft warm palm
And I don't know how to deal with my anger yet
When I was younger I'd curse the thought
Of thinking all of them
And I'm afraid of losing my mind
Cause then I'd lose my place
Oh, nothing keeps me here as much as
The sight of my own face
I'm always gonna feel it
I've spent enough time trying not to believe it
I'm always gonna feel the way I do
And I do feel it all
All the time
Salem Mass in 2019
Post aura readings on a field of green
Glowing orange, the both of us
According to the witch on the street
Trading braiding hair in your bedroom
I'll salt circle your brain if I have to
It doesn't feel quite right to call you a friend
When we take on new bodies I will scour the earth to find you again
I'm always gonna feel it
I've spent enough time trying not to believe it
I'm always gonna feel the way I do
And I do feel it all
All the time
Little body carrying an Earthly burden
Sitting in the grass, let the feeling turn into a friend
Something in the heartspace keeps you waiting
Every little stone skipping on this lake leads to
The end
I'm always gonna feel it
I've spent enough time trying not to believe it
I'm always gonna feel the way I do
And I do feel it all
All the time