Hell ain't real unless I make it in my mind (my mind)
I'm sitting here rotting away I gotta pass the time (the time)
No matter what I own while I'm here it's just not mine (not mine)
I'm sick of these people and I'm sick of this fuckin' life (this life)
Everywhere I go they speaking on my name I don't want that at all
Every time I do something people tell me that it comes at a cost
I've gained a lot in a couple years but there's so much I've lost (my grandma)
I'm only one man I can do so much before I exhaust
But fuck that and fuck this
Let's go way back before the bitches, before the hoes
Wearing rags, my dirty shoes was filled with holes
On my back there's a monkey, he steal my soul
Lately I been in a mood I'm so cold right now
Leave me lone right now
Even though I'm under such pressure I won't fold or back down
I won't fold or back down
Hell ain't real unless I make it in my mind (my mind)
I'm sitting here rotting away I gotta pass the time (the time)
No matter what I own while I'm here it's just not mine (not mine)
I'm sick of these people and I'm sick of this fuckin' life I live