I lost my mind bout' the same time I turned nine Oh no everything's not fine I find I would rather not fight fire with smoke Regret I even spoke Spoke my mind one to many times tired of counting A coward at heart courage in my cup cuts like paper once it's done Then I am left hung over These signs don't change I sigh not pray I'm prying my way through a hole And The deeper I go These times are strange False prophets pray On my mistakes I think I'm long gone Long gone Remember before I could think Think for myself I's at the brink of defeat Bowing, I shrink at your feet Shiver, the sheer rhetoric I read through quiver of teeth Kill me I'd rather be sleep Kin is so different from me Black sheep I've been back packing through a pack of mountains From the west to the middle of east Can I be you if I wish on a shooting star Can I hop out my skin for a second Cause I reckon it would be better to be in yours You got everything that I've wanted You flaunt it the crib and the bitches, a foreign car I'm just foreign to all the above Foreign to cities I love I ain't had a home I hardly can handle a bunk These signs don't change I sigh not pray I'm prying my way through a hole And The deeper I go These times are strange False prophets pray On my mistakes I think I'm long gone Long gone