Oh no here it comes again Those words aimed at my chest See I'd like to steal a 'dozer I would level out my past And just leave what I've done best But you'd bring me straight back to my darkest day When words rained down so hard I must've fallen asleep just riding on the train Awoke to find a dark rail yard See I never meant to come this far I lost myself Lost myself in it Lost myself and I I don't know, I don't know I don't know my heart at all Lean close, all this history in the way Still there's more you'd have me say How love can be a leech The doctor said would do you good But it drains your health away I just never thought it'd bleed me blind It's like it never even crossed my mind That I had I lost myself Lost myself in it Lost myself and I I don't know, I don't know I don't know my heart at all Time's an easy thing to regret As if you could have better rationed it Given one more go