I found love for myself I found
I found love for myself I found
How we supposed make it out here under all this pressure
With a culture of worry, pain and constant stressin
If im remembered by anything let this be the message
Remember me by the first kid who beat depression
From a family of antidepressants, xanny
And all of that sweet candy
The fix is quick but the landing is
Heavy you understand me
I'm talking bout my expanding
I-i could be grand, me
I-i could win Grammys if
I keep this momentum and lose the bad brain like
Bye I don't need this mess to mess with my journey towards the
Sky no place for the doubtful mind no time for questioning
Why got the answers inside you feel the fire
Let it burn
You can't spend your life worrying bout no one getting hurt
That's impossible don't waste your precious time here on Earth
Stop the excuses
I know your mind is elusive
I know The thoughts are intrusive
I know The past was abusive
But now
You're strong enough
Yeah you're old enough
If you love the kid you can be bold enough
For a fresh start
Never falling back down
Never that dark
Go live life
Straight from the heart
Shout
I found love for myself I found
I found love for myself I found
I found love for myself I found
I found love for myself I found
This body never got love
That's all I know
No need to put on a smile
Put on a show
The voice inside of my mind
It's time to go or
Change it to a friend from a foe
Imma greet it with kindness
Imma open the door
If it ever comes knocking
There's no anger no more
But I need to keep on loving
Like I've never before
Don't you dare make me feel
This is not me at all
Cause there's space
For me to change and slowly grow into my
Grace
All that i should know I'm here to face
Found the greatest love of all
My own embrace
Once that I'm there that is the end to the chase
And I'm whole
Nothing can stop me
Accept me but that is the goal
Learn to accept me and let me get
Back to my soul
I will try my hardest if i have to i will crawl
This is it
I'll give my all
For this
I give my all
I found love for myself I found
I found love for myself I found
I found love for myself I found
I found love for myself I found
That was a long journey
A lot of tossing and turning
A lot of bridges burning
A lot of me hurting
Before
It got better
I had to rewrite some letters
I had to get even sadder
And madder
Hug me like a sweater
I care
Found the scars I had and now i know how to repair
With love
Making up for all the times i wasn't there
Because
There were so many things I couldn't bare
At all
I'm not scared
No more
But I know
This not the end of the fight
It will take a whole life
Or two
And that's alright
Yeah
To be truly alive
I have to forgive the child
Love the child inside
Love the child
Love the child
Love the child
Love the child