Caught crying at the foot of your love I could say it doesn't matter but I've been here before Still holding what I wish I would want But it's falling through my hands and now I can't pick it up Cause I took my shots and made my bed And now it feels like I might wake up dead I'm just a cog in my machine gun head And I can't pretend That I don't want you to love me I don't want you to love me You wish you didn't even know me But god I want you to love me To love me If I could argue with Somebody else Then I wouldn't have to Convince you of the lie that I keep telling myself Cause I know that I said what I said If I were you I wouldn't take that bet I'm just a cog in my machine gun head And I can't pretend That I don't want you to love me I don't want you to love me You wish you didn't even know me But god I want you to love me To love me Oh, if I say it If I say things I don't want to feel Oh, if I say it would it feel Like I don't want you to love me? I don't want you to love me I don't want you to love me You wish you didn't even know me But god I want you to love me To love me Oh, if I say it Oh, if I say it