Growing up, I was called 33 teeth 'Cause my smile was the biggest in the team Football practice was my day of the week 'Til the ball hit what I've smiled with, but I smiled Mom and dad never liked to shout in front of me We were seen as this perfect family Until my dad throw the ring on the floor Didn't say a word Mom just smiled as he walked away She just smiled Oh, oh But the opposite of crazy is still crazy, crazy Can't smile when I wanna cry I'm not a Gemini But the opposite of crazy is still pretty fucking crazy I wish it would rain like it did ten summers ago When I just couldn't not let it go Flood my pillows behind pink doors Like pink glasses I hid behind to never show any pain Oh, oh But the opposite of crazy is still crazy, crazy Can't smile when I wanna cry I'm not a Gemini But the opposite of crazy is still pretty fucking crazy I think that thunder coming out of my bedroom Was a cry for help to hear my young wounds But all I've shown and everything that you've seen Was a rainbow ever since Oh, oh But the opposite of crazy is still crazy, crazy Can't smile when I wanna cry I'm not a Gemini But the opposite of crazy is still pretty fucking crazy