Blink and you're gone
Nobody stays
And it doesn't matter anyway
The Ocean's on fire
I'm watching the waves
But still
I want a Tesla a house in the hills
I wanna buy all my siblings
Houses
Send their kids to college
And I bet I will
I bet I will
Telling myself
I'll be okay
And it doesn't matter anyway
My family's health, is all I should crave
But there's a chronic dissatisfaction
Where jealousy lives
Comparing myself to everyone
Winning
In every direction
And good for them
Good for them
I'm terrified
Maybe I'm destined to bask in
The pools of your shimmering light
I'm patronizing
A younger version of me that be proud of what she sees
I'm a lie
Just a reflection of people I'm dying to be like
I'm just reflecting people and trying to be liked
On a good day
I understand
That it doesn't matter anyway
How much I'm make is not who I am
But this city is filled up
With people like me
Who left everybody who loved them
To run after dreams
And I'm tired
Personally
Personally
I'm terrified
Maybe I'm destined to bask in
The pools of your shimmering light
I'm patronizing
A younger version of me that be proud of what she sees
I'm a lie
Just a reflection of people I'm dying to be like
I'm just reflecting people and trying to be liked
I'm terrified
Maybe I'm destined to bask in
The pools of your shimmering light
I'm patronizing
A younger version of me that be proud of what she sees
I'm a lie
Just a reflection of people I'm dying to be like
I'm just reflecting people and trying to be liked