I gotta close up the curtains I feel like I'm a horrible person will I get it one day I don't know for certain I used to look up to people in hopes for brotherly love Discovery's of myself just so I can learn to pick up And answer questions that I always questioned Somebody help find myself before I lose connection My last relationship was way too possessive I been meeting people With different intentions, I avoid attention Thinking back to all the times we were bickering All cause of my ingnorance, yeah I did not consider it, lost like are you kidding me Where is this world bringing me These emotions are all killing me If nobody wants to believe I'll keep releasing cause I ain't got time for a degree And listen imma still be here until it's completed And slam that door right behind me into freedom Get this holy water to wash away all the deamons In my opinion we gotta be doing this for the people Things weren't clicking but I never saw it as reasons for quitting Thst idea in my head is forbidden I been sticking to my circle as if it was rehersal or something Distancing myself so I know you won't hurt me or nothing It's hard to stay away from all these moments I'm finally chosen I swear you just caught me at my lowest You just caught me at my lowest Guess my curtain is staying open