I'm not blending in With all these wires tunneling through my skin But I will soon I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive I try to relate But there cares are alien I feel alone I'm so alone, I'm so alone, I'm so alone And though I want To share their joy All my thoughts Are so paranoid I start out stiff And then turn abrupt I can never be The one you love So, download my dream It's not as eerie As it seems And then teach me how to speak A language that I can only read Scale up your wall My sticky hands will never fall I'll be around I'll be around, I'll be around, I'll be around Try to decide If your fears are justified You know they are That they are, that they are, that they are I feel the sun I feel the breeze I feel the shaking In my knees These violent thoughts Can't be repressed Like my wired wounds That can't be dressed So, download my dream It's not as eerie As it seems And then teach me how to speak A language that I can only read Sing to me now a love song, will you? Hold me tight against your breast I'm already out inside your garden Close your eyes but can't uninvent I'm not blending in With all these wires tunneling through my skin But I will soon I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive I try to relate But there cares are alien I feel alone I'm so alone, I'm so alone, I'm so alone And though I want To share their joy All my thoughts Are so paranoid I start out stiff And then turn abrupt I can never be The one you love