About time I got put in my place I've been running every answer that you said to my face And I'm so sick of letting vampires in Causing every problem that I find myself in But it's too late for me to stand on my own Think of every single night I fell asleep on the phone I was passed out with the lights out face on the ground And every moment I was crying for help I tried doing the right thing But it's an albatross to me Keep getting caught in my own wake No one around me knows how To be the only one who feels The weight of all the world around my Lack of ambition Coming to fruition Lack of ambition It's all done for attention You wanted honesty Yeah you were right about me Cause more harm than I let on You wanted empathy Get better friends than me Cause I would publicly hang my head in shame just to pass the blame And my darkest thought is when I'm dead and gone you would do the same Cause it just feels right to be a parasite and let it wash all over me I know that self destruction's just a way I cope But if I speak my mind I'm too far gone to be broke So keep your implements of restitution to yourself Lack of ambition Coming to fruition Lack of ambition It's all done for attention