Don't come around
'Round this time
I'm in need of peace
There's nothing I want
So I shouldn't get
Whatever I please
By you
Don't come around
'Round this time
I'm need of space
And I won't hesitate
To change my mind
I don't know if it's addiction
Or attachment I fear
I really want love
But I don't want to need it
I intend to pretend
There's no thing I need
No thing at large
So long as I'm in charge
I don't want addiction
But I just love to push the line
To resist every urge
To exist at the verge of craving more
I really want to love you
But I struggle not to need to
I intend to pretend
This is what I need
To contain myself
And maybe sit down to read
And not be on my phone
And not sleep all day
And waste my time
And waste my youth
And waste my love
And waste my life
And never be loved
And try to be loving you
And not need you so much
I don't know if my affection
Triggers my resentment to waste my time
I don't want addiction
But I just love to push the line
I really want to love you
But I don't want to need to